What is going on right now? I am pretty confused with the whole situation of my life right now. Which most kids at my age probably are. I really want to drop my math class but in my own eyes I will feel like a faliure. I don't like doing things over again. Things seem to be going pretty good with all of my friends, except Niko and you know how that goes. Mark got into UCLA that bastard. CHEERS. He deserves it. He deserves to get into any college to which he applies. So then he can get a good job and have parties for us po' folk who don't make it out. :).I still wonder on a day to day basis where I am going to end up transfering to, if it ever happens. Some wheres far. Sometimes I like being by myself. In most cases all the time. I don't interact very well with people on the account that I think I am Bi-Polar or something. I have the worse mood swings.BASK, it happens. DRINKS ALL AROUND. It has been pretty fun the last few times. But I still wonder if it has come to the point where I can't interact social unless I am under the influence. :) Its okay they were my friends before and I don't see why they would like me any different if I was a drunk or not, because we would all be drunks together. I want to hang out with my old friends from the "hood" but things never work out anymore or there are always too many people. Some one seriously needs to have a full on party. I want to go see the Ring 2 on Friday. It looks better than the first in my opinion, but who knows if that is even valid.
I went to a show on Friday, it was Cryptopsy and the show was amazing.TRUE STORY
Saturday, 05 March 2005
Black Wings Just Reach Out to Me
I Never Really Liked Sunny Days.
If I knew where I was going I would already be there.
I never been afraid of dying but I have always been afraid of death.
Sometimes I wish you were all dead.
People are evil by nature.
Each day it gets harder to live, and the thought of death grows more and more as time passes on.
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